Between 2 posts.

"An attempt is always better than absolute absence"

It's 9.9.19. 

The date itself is so beautiful, though I went through nerve-wrecking events which made me not looking forward to September and just skip this month or wake-me-up-when-September-ends situation earlier.

I would have wished things to be better, at times. But most of the times, things get better and I thank Him that things went according to His will. Not mine. 

Alhamdulillah.

It's been almost 3 months of working in new place (as I mentioned in previous post which I realized I sounded kinda excited to start working again lol). Fast forward to this date, second Holiday Monday - no blues one, and I cringe to send my resignation letter tomorrow. 

Phew.

Kelakar kan?

Serius kelakar. Kelakar yang macam eh nak gelak ke tak ni?

I was counting days to work in my previous post. And looking forward to resign in my current post.

How funny  cool is that.

And my life, in between these 2 posts, have been hectic. Not frantic one. But really enough to get me hiccups in between, and mild palpitations, cried a bit.

Yes, I cried.

Then my new fellas in my current office offered their shoulders. And reminds me that it's okay to cry.

The testament that I forever forget every time.

My life again, between these 2 posts, have taught me to really, I mean, really thankful of life.

Gratitude.

Solitude.

And how I find that everything we do now, is the preparation of our own future. 

Indescribable.

Well, I should have write exactly after I went through that moment. I will insyaAllah.

And I found Momentum to provide me with daily dose, some sort of instant motivation. 

We all need one.

Woke up with irregular patterns of sleep these 2 weeks. Sleepless!

Tired of getting nervous

As I realized, with regards of my own age, I am getting tired of getting nervous. How's that.

Instead of getting nervous - I try my best to enjoy and embrace every moment. Though most of the times, it seems almost impossible to enjoy one. 

Well, the choice remains ours :)

Muka lepas seharian update thesis and tunggu result yang tak berkesudahan :P

Thank you to my family and close friends for being there all along.

Okay cukup untuk sekarang.

The rest I'll post again after successfully submitting thesis!