0118. What's Next?

Bismillah.

We have entered 2018 with full solace and gratitude, alhamdulillah.
I don't know how to describe this, but somehow, I got to moved on from 2017 a bit easier than years before. You know sometimes we got this things that made us holding back to the past, right?

But not for 2017.

I did not sure know why. It is not that 2017 has been wrong and faulty or sad or what.
Probably it is a sign of me-ageing :D
What I can say is, I am looking forward to 2018. I am sort of afraid, but hopeful as well.
A little bit of "necessary" insecure, but looking forward and try to feel content with myself too.

You know that mixed-feelings kinda things ;)

All in all, I hope 2018 (and yes 1439H) will brings us closer to Allah swt.

Entering 28 this year, I find that, Allah gives me MORE of His Signs through people I met.

Just like yesterday. Yes, one of the day that I am looking forward in this month too.
I was too unnerving to meet all Excos and Mr Pres for my first time (after working for a month. Just lol). It was the first meeting for this year too. So before the meeting, there was a BBQ and appreciation gathering for the volunteers. This is another unnerving event where I need to join in the crowd where 99.1% of them I never met before.

Then I said to myself, You got to do this Anis. More of this kinda events if you get married in the future, remember that! 

Then I think again, I never had problem to mingle around, righttt?

Haha then I overcome that.
Yes, I am easy to mingle around with people. 

Alhamdulillah all went well. I got to know some of them so pat on my back :)

Then came the meeting session.
It was simpler and enjoyable than I thought :D

Honestly, they are such a cheerful person each of them. Wallahi!
Everyone, including the Mr Pres, is a positive person. 

Guess what most of them are specialist with their own background, capabilities and uniqueness. 
They got their own cliques, crowd and circle they are holding in to.
But to the association, they blast it all. 
They get to use whatever mean they can. Reach out DG of every department, hospitals, whatnot.

MasyaAllah. I just admire these people!

I have met some of the excos, except for another some and of course, Mr Pres.
Before the meeting, when I was busy tapau-ing for my siblings (lol), Mr Pres came near me and greet, "Whats your name?". Maybe because I looked unfamiliar.

"Anis". I replied and smiled back.

"Oh, so you are Anis. I am J" he replied with his name. Without that Dr in front.  

And as Ruby told me before, he was a kind and humble man. So I agreed now.
Although he is one of the specialist in KPJ hospital, he dressed and bring himself humbly masyaAllah. His words are wise, and calm and most importantly, he is positive all the way.

I know its too much. But yes Allah is showing me some of His Signs here. Everywhere.

I learn so much from the people I met. This is probably another lesson to learn.

Not only the Mr Pres, but the other excos too. Too much words to describe.
For one second in my life, I felt welcomed into the team.

And I hope I can be gratitude for the rest of my life too. InsyaAllah.