kerdilnye diri ini...~

salam..

its been a while from the last post i wrote before..yup,i'm at home right now,counting each hour to travel to Kota Bharu insyaAllah..to all the labours of the world,Happy Labour's Day in advanced yea..(attn:my dear father..=p)

as stated in the title,"Kerdilnye diri ini"..or in direct translation in English.."so dwarf I am"..haha..ok,its not funny..

as time goes by,I'm around the corner of my last days in semester 3..a.k.a short sem..after about a year in CFS IIUM..wow..a year..

*feels like to write in Malay..ngee..*

terasa masa cepat betul berlalu..rase cam baru menghadapi Taaruf Week..sekarang,nk berlansung next Taaruf Week..teringat kenangan that have been chantiled throughout that week..

ok,post kali ni bukan nk berkenang2 or terkenang2..tapi,ingin menzahirkan rasa baru setelah menjejakkan kaki ke alam umur 19 tahun,sebulan yang lalu,di mana,umur ini,yg di rasakan begitu xstabil,mencabar,dan paling kuat menghadapi dugaanNya..sbelum melangkah ke umur yg membuka ruang ke alam yg lebih dewasa,iaitu 20-an..

Semoga Allah memberi bimbingan dan panduan untuk kita semua..insyaAllah..
~Allah Yubarik Fiq~

lab..lab..lab..

salam...

again..its all about lab..

bio lab..to be specific..

dis semester 3 is all about lab report...doing those discussions..huhu

biasala..lepas buat lab,mesti kene buat report kan..

carry out experiments sgt2 menuntut kesabaran yg sgt tinggi..so,xsume org bleh handle lab sebenanye..especially biology lab..yg byk kene MELUKIS nih..kene tunggu berjam2 utk tgk reaction that will be occur..tp tu sumer menunjukkan tahap kesabaran dalam diri kita sebenanye..and,it really taught me a lot..

ader yg kate lab ni boring..leceh la..ape la..tp,ape kate kte carik positifnye lab nih..*peringatan utk diri sendiri jugak*

sabtu yg melayang...

salam...

last saturday was a beautiful and nice day but yet a boooooooring day..
fortunante me and my roommate went to a grocery nearby,which was the first time i went alone with her..to the new place for her..it was a nice day,eventho its raining kinda heavily..for the first time in my life i went to hardware shop and bought an electrical extension..wow!

then,my roommate and i went o Jaya Grocer,a built in grocery at Section 14 PJ...the place was so cool actually..there was also a flea-market or bazaar held at the GF..there,in Jaya Grocer,is of course the ordinary grocery..There were a various types of foods and thingies that i have never seen b4..so,ape lagi..we ended a bakul gak la..=p

its serious revealed the woman's side,which is shopping..but,i'm not a shopaholic..seriously..i buy things after think a zillion times!..practically..i'm not a shop-a-holic!..that's me~

new..new..but ouch!

salam..





april 4th..rememba dis date for me kay..i wanna celebrate the anniversary of my new 'gadget' every year ahead..=)

"ya Allah..berkatilah kehidupanku di masa2 akan datang dengan dilimpahi rezeki dariMu,dan berkatilah kehidupanku dengan kehadiran 'jiwaku' yang baru ini.."

yup,i'm so glad,felt gratitude and words juz can describe it all..the thing i've aimed for about a year before,entered my life today..it was a gift from my parent for my 19th birthday..that is freakingly sweet..awh..=))))

insyaAllah..i try my best to get higher pointer dis sem..study hard..keep my word...~

alahai hari tuaku~

salam..

finally,

i've reached the end year of -teen AGERS..so-called 9teen!sweet what..lolsz~
i was very shocked to meet Farah Anip,my virtual-turns-reality fren,(thanks to Friendster btw!) came up to my room in UIA,along with a birthday cake!thats so suprising!and my mom,my sis,who came up also all the way from our homies,and bring along some Secret Recipe's cakes and brownies..auwwhhh...=)

well,lagi surprise when my bestEST buddies in UIA gave me an engraved Manchester United's key chain!!wawawa~

best present ever..i mean,the sincerest ones!..sayang korang!

melaka..bandaraya bersejarah..

salam..

yesterday,after dropped by at my hometown in Muar,my family went straight away to Malacca,which is located exactly beside Muar..not really exactly la coz ader Tangkak n Pagoh sumer..huhu..

well,rsenye dah lame sgt x g melaka..last time,when i was in Primary something..haha..well,lame tuh..xde la xpenah pergi lansung,juz lalu coz nk balik Johor je la...dlu tyme kt Matrik Johor pon ader berangan2 ngan kwn2 nk outing g Mahkota Parade,or Megamall..tp,xkesampaian pulak..dek kerana masuk UIA..klu kt UIA ni panjang jugak la melangkah nih..kih33~

kt melaka,my fam n i tido kt Mahkota Hotel..em,bukan hotel la..tapi,apartment..selesa cket..satu malam je pon..=p

secara keseluruhannya,Melaka da byk berubah la..sejak sy pergi dulu2..skang dah ader Pulau Melaka..which is new la for me..sempat jugak solat maghrib berjemaah kt situ..tapi,xbyk lagi yg bukak kt Pulau Melaka tuh,under construction lagi..juz masjid Selat Melaka je yg di buka utk pengunjung..lawa pemandangan sunset dye..

dulu,seingat sy,kalau g melaka,mesti pergi Water World..ye la,dulu budak2..bolehla mandi manda..rasanya,dah byk kli pergi,sy pon ingat lagi tempat2 kt dlm tuh..so,kali ni,xteringin pulak nk pergi..walaupun,my lil bros pon ske water theme park nih..

kitorg pon singgah la kt Megamall melaka tuh..yep,beso..but not as big as OU or Mid of coz..tp,okayla..boleh jalan2..

kitorg x sempat nk naik Taming Sari yg baru launched ari tuh..ramai la..

having said it all,not bad..=p

ranking SBP for SPM '08~

1. SASER 1.612
2. KISAS 1.68
3. ASIS 1.754
4. SAMURA 1.83
5. SESTER 1.841
6. SBPI GOMBAK 1.883
7. SAINS JOHOR 1.906
8. SBPI RAWANG 1.951
9. SESERI 1.979
10. KUSESS 1.99
11. SBPI BATU RAKIT 2.004
12. SEMASHUR 2.014
13. SMSSI 2.005
14. SEMESTA 2.059
15. MCKK 2.073
16. MOZAC 2.084
17. SBPI SELANDAR 2.075
18. SMAPK 2.11
19. SAS 2.108
20. FARIS PETRA 2.135
21. SAINS SULTAN MAHMUD 2.142
22. SBPI TEMERLOH 2.143
23. STJ 2.171
24. SMAPL 2.198
25. SBPI SABAK BERNAM 2.193
26. STF 2.221
27. SBPI JEMPOL 2.248
28. SEMESRA 2.266
29. SMACH 2.269
30. SMSS 2.289
31. SBPI GOPENG 2.277
32. SMESH 2.321
33. SBPI PEKAN 2.355
34. SBPI KUANTAN 2.382
35. SERATAS 2.409
36. SEMSAS 2.406
37. SDAR 2.419
38. SAINS KUCHING 2.438
39. SHAH PEKAN 2.434
40. SEMESTI 2.447
41. SAKTI 2.444
42. STAR 2.456
43. SOKSEK 2.604
44. SAINS LAHAD DATU 2.621
45. SAINS DUNGUN 2.637
46. SAINS LABUAN 2.822

*Belum Update :TKC, SBPI KUBANG PASU, SSP, SAINS MIRI, SAINS PASIR PUTEH, SAINA, SAINS MAT JIWA & SMSAH


salam...

di atas merupakan ranking yg agak terkini utk SPM '08..diambil dari SBP excellent website..

wah2..yg di'large'kan merupakan skolah sy!!!masuk top ten!syabas2..sekalung tahniah utk cikgu2 KUSESS yg terchenta!

cara anis habiskan cuti sem...

salam~~

cuty..cuty..
ble cuty mesti suke duduk kt umah..hmm..common rasenye..sape yg xsuke duduk kt umah..Rumahku Syurgaku..Baiti Jannati..huhu..

I'm a typical malay girl,i think..because,i hardly join my other fellow friends to hang out together or 'shop till we drop' activity..no..i don't know why..maybe,family is my priority..yup,its everyone priority..sy xbermaksud nk ckp yg mereka xpentingkan family dorg..tp,sy lain cket kot..

Ntahla,skang ni makin lama,makin malas nk kuar2 nih..ee~malas sangat..i prefer to hang out or watch movies with my family,to be specific,my sis and my mom..ouh..sgt best..nk tau pe activity yg mmg sy suke abeh?i like to take my lil sis n bros to the KLCC,watching movies together,having lunch together..usually KFC or Pizza Hut..and,laid back 'usha-ing' books kt Kinokuniya (or Kino)!!!bestnye..sy msti merindui saat2 itu..memang best..walaupun,my youngest bro,Ariff,akan cepat buhsan,tp,lepas pujuk2..bg ice cream or Famous Amos kt Ground Floor tuh,hilang la buhsan dye..then,I'll buy some Famous Amos or pastries,for my mom yg setia stay kt rumah..my mom suka duduk rumah..kadang2 je dye akan join kitorg..tu pun,klu sume movies kt HBO dye tgk..hehe~

ape lagi?
hurm..i'm not really into games,actually..but,i DO like detective-like game..recent one,sy tgh addict main RAVENHEARST..and Dream Day Honeymoon..ouh3~
sy suke game mcm ni..cari2 barang..haha..satu lagi,Death on a Nile..pergh..best tu..ala2 detektif..tu je la faveret sy..

kalau PSP or PS2 (ni je yg ader kt umah..),sy prefer main Tekken..haha..ni paling lawak..yup,my fave character mestilah Jin Kazuya..huhu~..encem2..kih33..klu kt psp,suke main Ben10 la..xtau nape..dye bleh transform kot..

nk kene confess gak yg sy xminat bola..(awhh...)..sbb,xsume girls gk yg minat bola ni..kdg2,fake je minat bola tu,sbb pakwe minat..n nk tackle pakwe dorg..haha..tp,xbleh dinafikan ader yg minat betol..smpy tau sume matches kan..xdinafikan..i got friends like that..dan,sy mmg looking forward supaya dpt org yg minat bola..coz,i celebrate differences..i attract to opposite passions gk..so,dis hols,byk plak matches yg hebat2..tp,sbb,xberapa minat..so,xboleh la tgk..harap2 saya dpt org yg pandai main bola...and minat bola..haha..=p

of coz,sy akan on9 beberapa kali dlm sehari..sy akan update Facebook..(2 je yg sy ader..)..tgk benda2 baru..download songs that i want..bukak ym..em,bukak page u-know-who..haha=pp
suka on9..tp,xdela smpi xboleh idop tanpanye..kui33..bese2 je..sbb klu kt UIA,nk on9 kene g cc..ala,malasnye..sbb sy xbwk laptop..so..da bese da x on9 lame2 nih..

mengemas..ye..inilah keje permanent dan xkan berubah smpi bile2..besela,anak sulung kot..tanggungjawab lebih sket..xpela..alhamdulillah..atleast bleh brush up talent yg ader ni utk future kan..eheh=pp
hari2 sy akan kemas umah,so kalau nk judge,do pay a visit at my house..
sy ingat lagi,dulu waktu sy kecik2,mestila ader rungutan2 manja dr sy kan..ye la,kdg2 kite nk main jugak pagi2 tuh,ala2 exercise ler..tp,dek kerana kene kemas rumah,terpakse la lupakan hajat tuh..tapi,makin besar,makin paham plak,kenapa mak sy ajar sy kemas rumah sedari kecik lagi..rupa2nya,sy akan jadik anak dara,dan of coz la,kene la kemas rumah,sbb mak sy makin tua kan..
dan yang paling penting,xdela sy 'mengagau' nk wat keje2 umah atau house chores ble dah kawen nanti..xgituh..?

so,nmpkla kepentingannya skang..lebih2 lagi ble sy msk asrama dlu..tyme tuh,kte da bleh judge da spe yg pembersih,spe yg pemalas..spe yg bese pegang penyapu kt umah,spe yg xpenah lipat baju..haih..tu la,kdg2 harap muka je cun,xpndai kemas pun,xgne jugak..sy xckp sy pandai gillllerrr mengemas,tp,sedang blaja lagi la kan..sy akui..huhu

okayh,skang ni sy sdg cari masa yg paling best utk tunaikan janji sy yg hampir setahun ni..ape dye?ok..sy penah berjanji ngan my lil sis and her two friends,klu dorg dpt 8 A's utk PMR,sy akan blanje dorg makan..skang,mereka menuntut janji sy tuh..(abeh la,sume dpt 8A plak..huhu)..
so,cuty sy ni da la pelik cket dr uni2 lain..kene la pandai carik masa sndiri..so,sy dh plan,insyaAllah,selasa ni,sy bwk dorg..pergi Alamanda..~~

anis dan tart telur...yup!..tart telur merupakan antara pastry yg sy akan beli,klu singgah kt kedai bakery..hehe..preferably,portuguese egg tart..pergh!..so,last week,sy ader try recipe yg adek sy br dpt dari kwn nye,katenye,dye dpt from a chef of a hotel..wah2..so,sy pon try la..ini bukan kali pertama la sy wat tart telur nih..cuma,kali pertama for this chef's recipe la..sedap..boleh tahan..sume kali ni,pastry dye rapuh cket,sbb pukul mentega cam nk buat kek..hehe..faham x?maksudnye,batter tu terlalu light..tu yg rapuh tu..huhu..

events on every school hols~

salam..

okayh..

today,March 14th 2009..saturday..the school holiday for the first session in 2009 started..

there was a wedding,which was held at my hometown,Muar,Johor..

talk about wedding,i love wedding..Walimatul 'Ursy..Perkahwinan..or anything that refer to it..self..

wedding is about sharing souls and life together throughout a lifetime..on wedding day,the groom will confess (akad) to take care and live together with his becoming wife..with so many 'saksi' that witness..so,it is such a big responsibilities for both persons..

but,for me,it is not only about sharing..i think it is more likely to have understanding,tolerate to each other..and cooperation..it is hard to understanding new 'person' with different background and lifestyle..so,both parties need to practice living,sharing,using things together..this is where the 'adventure' begins..

wallahualam..

ahha=p

personaliti mengikut bulan kelahiran..

mArcH~

*Berpesonaliti menarik dan menawan.
* Mudah didampingi.
* Sangat pemalu dan pemendam rasa.
* Sangat baik secara semulajadi, jujur pemurah dan mudah simpati.
* Sangat sensitif pada perkataan yang dituturkan dan alam persekitaran.
* Suka pada kedamaian.
* Sangat peka pada orang lain.
* Sesuai dengan kerjaya yang memberi khidmat kepada orang lain.
* Tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah
.* Tahu membalas dan mengenang budi.
* Pemerhatian dan penilaian yang sangat tajam.
* Kecenderungan untuk berdendam jika tidak dikawal.
* Suka berangan-angan.
* Suka melancong.
* Sangat manja dan suka diberi perhatian yang sangat tinggi.
* Kelam kabut dalam memilih pasangan.
* Suka dengan hiasan rumahtangga.
* Punya bakat seni dalalm bidang muzik.
* Kecenderungan pada benda yang istimewa dan baik.
* Jangan terlalu mengikut selera atau perasaan

salam..

kat atas ni,maybe 'all' of us dah penah tgk kan?well,kajian Dr.Fadzilah Kamsah..mengenai personaliti mengikut bulan kelahiran,dari Januari hinggalah Disember..tapi,of coz sy amik yg berkenaan diri sy je..hehe..

Golongan yg lahir bulan mac..well,sy diantaranya lah kan..selalu dikaitkan dengan kepimpinan..hmm?..yup,saya pon xtau la mengenai benda ni..tapi,ayah sy slalu terapkan benda tu dkt sy sedari sy kecik lagi..ini kerana,selain saya,ayah juga menyambut hari lahir dalam bulan mac,iaitu 19 mac..manakala saya,30 mac..ayah saya,dengan kata lain,agak bangga la kerana lahir dalam bulan ni..

Bagi saya,ketepatan kajian mengenai bulan kelahiran saya di atas boleh di beri sebanyak 98.333%..haha..xdela,sapela sy nk memberi marks mcm tu..cuma,ape yg bleh sy ckp,kajian di atas bg sy,agak tepat..sy akui sy ader ciri2 di atas..especially,yg berkaitan muzik,sebab sy mmg pnah belajar bermain piano..dan agak tertarik dgn muzik..tp,xdela smpy nk jadikan kerjaya tetap..

saya sgt suka pada kedamaian..sy rasa sume org mcm ni..cume,sy mgkin agak 'kritikal' sebab sy xske benda yg serabut,sy takut kalau org bergaduh,dan xske cerita2 yg berkaitan syndicated movies..oh,tidak2!..i'm not the one who will take the rules-are-made-to-be-broken as my principe..i obey all rules as the rules xbertentangan dgn syarak..i'm not the one who against the rule..so,mgkin sbb tu sy merupakan seorang pengawas sewaktu zaman sekolah dahulu kala..huhu

Dan,ini yg paling ketara,saya kena akui..sy sgt sensitif dgn perkataan yg dituturkan dan alam persekitaran..okayh,sy mmg kene kawal diri dr terasa,terasa,dan terasa..sy mmg seorang yg mudah terasa,atau 'emo' ar perkataan zaman skang..bukan 'emo' yg melulu,tp rasenye cam fitrah pulak..oleh itu,sy kene kawal la utk diri sendiri kan..sy kene terima yg kwn2 sy mungkin xbermaksud spt ape yg sy faham..tp,stakat ni,okeyla..sy boleh kawal lagi..tp,klu sy agak2 da 'kureng' ngan org tu,kadar nk trase tu tinggi dari biasanya la..huhu

tak cepat marah?hurm..agaknye la kot..sy susah nk marah org,tp,klu da marah..hmm..pandai2la ye..kwn2 saya faham sgt dgn keadaan sy nih..tp,sy rase ader kwn sy lagi 'chillex' dr sy la..mmg layannnn je...bagus jugak klu ader org yg 'natural' dlm kelompok kwn baik nih..hehe

pemerhatian dan penilaian yang sgt tajam..kadang2,sy tegur je ape yg saya nmpak pelik pada kwn2 sy atau org lain sekalipun..nnti dorg msti ckp,"Anis,mata...nampak aje..".Xtawla kan itu pujian ke,ape ke..kadang2 sy xdela usha org tu abes2san pon,tp,xtaula..xsangke plak teguran sy tu mmg ader benarnye kdg2..mungkin di sebalik mata sy yg ader 4 ni,Tuhan bg keistimewaan lain kot..huhu

kecenderungan untuk berdendam..yup,ni mmg benar!disebabkan sy seorg yg sukar utk marah,mgkin sikap ni pon xleh nk lari dr sy..tp,sy xlah terlalu dasat smpy sume org sy nk dendam..agak2 org tu lain mcm or carik pasal ngan sy,baru la terbit sikap ni dr diri sy..=p

suka melancong..ahha!..yes,sy sgt suka..bg sy new places,new experiences kita dpt..even dlm malaysia je pon..

terlalu mengikut selera atau perasaan..yes,other than my dear families and friends..sy kene mempunyai seseorang yg mampu mengawal sy dlm hal ni..=)

wallahualam~

SPM oh SPM...

salam..

esok,tanggal 12 mac 2009,akan menyaksikan..insyaAllah..sume students yg sit for SPM '08 amik results..haha=pp

klu korg perasan,result dorg keluar hari yg same ngan tyme result kitorg keluar..12 mac 2008..genap setahun...

malam ni,mesti sume dah xlena tido..tangan dah basah ngan peluh..msti dah forward2 msj 'Good Luck' and everything..dan juga forward doa2..klu forward kt 10 org,insyaAllah 10 A's utk kiter..haih..macam2..

xketinggalan,rase menyesal pon ader..nape la xblaja betol2 b4 exam rituh..ye..sumer dah berlalu..nk wat camne..bak kate sorg kawan sy yg cemerlang (skunk kt oversea),kiter dh berusaha,tawakal je ler...

teringat plak tyme sy amik results dulu..pengalaman2 di atas merupakan pengalaman sy sendiri..huhu*..

kesilapan dari awal,menjadi punca kekecewaan di akhirnya..sedih?hmm..nk wat camne..sekarang xboleh putaq balik jam..klu boleh agaknye,sy la org pertama yg akan putar balik jam ke umur sy 16 thn..huhu~

sy harap,SPM kli ni menunjukkan peningkatan..especially utk skolah sy,KUSESS...~

wallahualam..